Temptation Draws Closer by neverending-pain, literature
Literature
Temptation Draws Closer
Temptation never takes a break
He never sleeps, never eats.
Constantly banging on my door.
Tapping and peeking through my windows.
The BANG BANG BANG,
And the tink tink tink
Are almost maddening.
He whispers secrets of the unknown
Coming up with more and more intriguing ideas
More and more flattering compliments
Fillings one mind with complete Sin.
I know you say you understand me.
But I don't think you hear my silent screams
My calm and collected face is practiced.
I always hope you're able to see through it
And yet you continuously believe the words
The lies that my mouth speaks
When I say "No, I don't need a ring now."
I mean "Yes, I need one, but I couldn't dare ask."
When I say "No, I don't care for flowers."
I really mean "I'd love flowers, I just don't have a favorite."
When I say "No, no presents."
I secretly wish you'd give me SOMETHING.
I'm far from unfaithful.
I've always tried my hardest.
Always kept my promises,
And yet it always seems
That temptation is at my door
Banging its fist on the thick wood.
Sending excitement and fear through me.
My heart will always stutter
When temptation whispers my name,
Sending me into a silent bliss.
Making my knees weak
But I can't afford to submit.
I can't afford to lose my knight
Not for one night of temptation
How will I ever know my heart?
How will I tell its lies?
Temptation go home, please.
Temptation Draws Closer by neverending-pain, literature
Literature
Temptation Draws Closer
Temptation never takes a break
He never sleeps, never eats.
Constantly banging on my door.
Tapping and peeking through my windows.
The BANG BANG BANG,
And the tink tink tink
Are almost maddening.
He whispers secrets of the unknown
Coming up with more and more intriguing ideas
More and more flattering compliments
Fillings one mind with complete Sin.
I know you say you understand me.
But I don't think you hear my silent screams
My calm and collected face is practiced.
I always hope you're able to see through it
And yet you continuously believe the words
The lies that my mouth speaks
When I say "No, I don't need a ring now."
I mean "Yes, I need one, but I couldn't dare ask."
When I say "No, I don't care for flowers."
I really mean "I'd love flowers, I just don't have a favorite."
When I say "No, no presents."
I secretly wish you'd give me SOMETHING.
I'm far from unfaithful.
I've always tried my hardest.
Always kept my promises,
And yet it always seems
That temptation is at my door
Banging its fist on the thick wood.
Sending excitement and fear through me.
My heart will always stutter
When temptation whispers my name,
Sending me into a silent bliss.
Making my knees weak
But I can't afford to submit.
I can't afford to lose my knight
Not for one night of temptation
How will I ever know my heart?
How will I tell its lies?
Temptation go home, please.
I've done so many things,
Things to impress you,
Things to surprise you,
Things to attract you,
But all you do is ignore me,
My heart was yours,
But you never knew it,
So now I'll sit waiting,
For you to notice...
The hate you have for me,
It tears my heart apart.
Because I still love you,
Even after what you did.
My love for you will linger on,
Fading slowly,
But never completely gone.
Please stop saying those nasty evil words,
They're awful,
They make me cry.
I just want to hold you again,
I want to be able to be myself around you again.
Instead,
You make my words evil and cruel too,
So that my guard is up constantly,
Making sure my wounds aren't too deep.
This is my last plea,
My last plea for you to stop inflicting this pain,
My last plea before I die.
But before that,
I love you...
Pain.
Your pain is clear.
I feel it,
I know your pain,
It won't ever leave your body,
A look in your eyes and I know,
I know you suffer the greatest pain known to mankind.
You won't admit it,
Because your afraid,
Afraid they'll know,
That they'll know your secret.
You've been hurt.
Nothing will be the same.
No one can mend it.
In time you'll heal,
But there will always be,
A scar...
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Moon Child
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Favourite Writers
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Favourite Games
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Tools of the Trade
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that maybe I'm any good.
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well... its been a while since I've visited here
which I am sad to have to admit
haha
Obviously my range of interest has slightly changed
I like capturing things
I rarely write anymore but if I come up with something I'll add it here
Soon I'll have some more photo's hopefully
I'm planning on doing a small photoshoot thing with a good friend of mine
She's gorgeous and I wanna capture that
haha although I don't know if it'll do her justice
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so yea that tom thing didn't work out. lol but i'm perfectly fine with that now. haha I'm now dating his "best friend" lol gosh it's all so complicated. But I'm glad that I have Josh now, he's such a sweetheart, and I love him dearly for it. =) I was grounded for 2 months... another lonnnnng story but now I'm not.. haha I'm super excited and happy on how my life is going. got some new poems coming your way =) hope to hear from you guys soon
--Sin
i'm very much in love with this wonderful man named Tom. =D he's everything to me, and I'm going to spend the rest of my life with him. Even if my dad thinks I should date someone my own age. that's ridiculous. My mother is very dearly happy for me, and she hasn't even met this wonderful part of my life. that day will come. soon? i'm not sure. but it will. and hopefully it will be a good day. my dad will know nothing of my life with tom. he will not be allowed in it. he has kept me locked away for far too long and in far too many dark places. and yes I know that fathers can be that way. but I'm growing up and I've tried to let his overpossess